Wednesday, 21 July 2010

Hurt & Pain.

Esentially this is two blog posts combined into one..

Has anyone else ever noticed that pain often only manifests itself when talked about.
This can include both physical and emotional pain, which have both been brought about in me by words alone today.

Sudden Realisation

I do not have a bestfriend, this has always been a lingering thought at the back of my mind. I always knew but it was one of those things I never really thought about. It wasn't until someone else mentioned it (in a facebook post of all things!) that it actually started to bother me.
Is it that I'm not likable? Do I push people away? How many other people notice this? Do people see me as an outcast? Do I even have any true friends?

So many un-answerable questions..

Delayed Reactions

After reading my first post some of you may be a little confused as to why I metioned children throwing stones. Well this was because 2 3 days ago now I was struck in the face by a stone travelling at high velocity via (yep you guessed it) a child's throw.
Well, it's not until now (after speaking about it) that I've actually begun to feel the pain.

Is this normal? Does this mean bruising will start to show? Will the ache stop if I stop thinking about it?
Even more questions...
But at least this kind of pain time will definitely heal.

Tuesday, 20 July 2010


Oh and Michelle Mirkovic because she’s an absolute legend ;D


Just realised in the past few days how much I miss friends from the good old days.

People like Paige Young, and Ellie Hankins.

We seem to have drifted further and further apart over the years, which in no way, until now that is, have I tried to reconcile.

Hopefully over the summer all that will change. (yn)♥

3 Reasons Why Facebook Chat Is Wank.

  1. if you go to a different website you can no longer recieve messages.
  2. it sometimes chooses to "forget" what other people have said to you.
  3. and for those of us with the mental capacity to have more than one conversation at a time then facebook decides your a terrorist and chooses to crash in order to save mankind.

Monday, 19 July 2010


I think a 6 week holiday is a tad excessive to be quite honest. Add to this the fact that I've only just started to try and make plans for the summer. Which, by the way do not include a nice holiday where i can jet off to somewhere warm. Mean that I think this summer shall be as boring as the last one.

Also, why are people so secretive? :/

First Post. Small Rant.

Bad acting is aggrovating, stupidity infuriates me, tears are often meaningless, forced anger is ugly, war is futile, and children should not throw stones.